October 28, 2019
At least once a week I get tears in my eyes, out of joy, pain, or even frustration. Sometimes the tears are small streams down my cheeks and other times it’s a complete downpour. I’ve realized over the past few years how important it is to release the build up you have inside and if it has to be by tears then it’s ok. The past week has brought me a few streams as well as a downpour. Not sure I’m seeing all clear, but it’s getting a little more in focus.
Yesterday, I just received news that we lost another one of our FD tribe members - this time from brain cancer. She was such a beautiful person and is left behind by her wife and precious baby girl. I am sending out love and thoughts to their family and while my tears haven’t flown yet because I am having a hard time again with how real this loss is I know later this week the water works will begin and I know it will be ok because she is now in a better place without suffering.
You are allowed to show your emotions no matter what anyone tells you. Release any tears you have today - happy, sad, mad or glad - for a view that’s a little more clear!
